Fever

                                                           

My mind’s been pilfered

Whom shall I tell?

These thoughts are not mine

Shall I scream?

Alien memories in my head

So terrible; this invasion…

Shall I yell?

Foreign words on my tongue

Whose dream do I dream?

Betrayed, used, abused

Vulnerable, SELF-HATING

WET AND NAKED

MINDING ABSENT MIND

I FEEL EXACTLY LIKE A used condom

How do I reclaim my mind?

I forget what brand it is…

If these thoughts are not mine

Then, this is not me

Where am i?

Have I lost my mind?

No…no, it’s been stolen

Sucked easy away as pollen

Vulgar images stroke this mind’s eye

It’s not the right fit; this mind

Too loose a mind it is

Shall I lose it?

Yet, if I do…

What mind shall I mind with?